Its almost that time again....

Hello!!! So it's almost that time of the year again where we all have to start making new choices again and what we want to change about our self or what we want to achieve. Yeah you know what i'm taking about...a new year. it's almost 2012 and to me personally, i think it's time for me to change myself, to be someone i want to be and to achieve my own goals. I really want to get my driver license this year and yes i know i say that every year but this is the year i really have to get it and plus when i do have i can do whatever i want..hehe. But before that we have Christmas, which is the best holiday ever because of the feeling everyone gets during the holiday is great. everyone is so jolly and merry and plus the songs..oh how i love to sing Christmas songs..hhehe. This year and next year i really hope i keep true to my resolutions and goals so i can get what i want and become a better person. So see you next year and a merry Christmas to all.

New friends that will last forever...

So recently i discover that no matter how long you know someone it doesnt mean they're gonna be your friend forever. Friendship is like a relationship where both people have to work it out to make i work. Will there are these new people that i have met a couple of years ago and we all had become amazing and great friends. They made me realize that they are a better friend to me then the friends i have known for a long time and i am very greatfull for having these new friends in my life. Even though we havent known each other for a long time i feel like i known them my whole life. that's how great they are. i deeply appreciate them for everything they do and for accepting me for who i am. i love them to death and hope that our friendships will last a life time. They are who i truly call my friends.

LAS VEGAS!!!!

So in about two week i am going to Vegas with my boyfriend and his family and im super excited. it's gonna be my first time there and my first time going to a different state other then California. Dont get me wrong, i do love Cali but i want to go see other states too. But overall i am excited and dont know what to pack to Vegas..Will then Vegas here i come!!!!

Moving Forward...

I'm so excited to start a new chapter of my life..moving forward on what i want to do and be. Like the saying goes "sometime life can give you lemon" but it's up to you to figure out what to do with those lemons. Do you squeeze the life out of them and end it there or do you do something better with them, like make use of their talent and what they can do. That's how life is and if you dont move forward and look on the brighter side you can make a better choice and do what you want and be who you want to be. In the next couple of years i'll be working hard to do what i want and maybe in some more year i'll be who i want to be. Maybe right now i'm not so sure who i am and who i want to be. I could make the decision to be a more aggressive person to get my point out there are still be this nice girl that i tend to be all the time. when the time comes i'll know and i'll like the whole world know that this nice girl everybody picture me to be may not be so nice anymore..will maybe but a bit more agressive and so on.

Friends.....

Sometime i feel like I'm alone in this world, like there are people who dont understand me and want to spend time with me. i feel like no one makes a effort anymore to be with the one they love. it's like all those people who i thought were my friends in middle school and high school were my true friend but it turn out they aren't. people always tell me that if u are too nice, there are people out their who would just take advantage of that niceness. Friends who care for another friend will make time to spend with them. Friends who dont care for another friend would not waste their time to spend with them and why should they if they dont care about them. True friends are the ones who know how busy you are but makes time to spend with you every other month to catch up on things. As long as they keep you in their heart they will always remain a true friend. So this is how i feel, i feel that your true friends arent ones you make in middle or high school. they are the one you meet at work and college. You are lucky if you can keep your friends from high school, those are true friends.

Iam a GLEEK!!!

So recently i just started watching glee and fell in love with it. Loved the show because of the singing and the story line of each episode and i love to sing so it's definitely a show for me. i just bought season one of glee even though i watch the season like 5 time already still love it. Cant wait until season two is out in dvd..watched that season like 3 time already...i think i might watch again before i go back to school on monday..ahhhh..im a totally GLEEK!!!!

Back to School...and I cant sleep

So school is starting back soon on the 4th of January and i am still up on a Monday morning around 5:33 playing games when i should be sleeping and getting used to my new wake up time 6:00 but i cant sleep. i am tired but cant go to sleep. Busying playing cityville on facebook...soooo addicting. i recommend people not to play it cause once you start to you can never start. But im gonna end it here and try to sleep, probably wont be up until 4 in the afternoon again. Night world.