Cherish the people around you!

These couple of days have been tough because my grandma just recently passed away from a heart attack. This came out of the blue for everyone and i think this is why it makes it so much harder for everyone to believe she is actually gone. Every time i see my aunts, uncle, and grandpa cry it makes me cry because that was their mother and my grandpa wife. i cant imagine how they feel and how hard it is for them. Losing a mother is the hardest thing for everyone because your mother rise you and you think she will always be there for you and sometime you forget that one day she wont be there anymore. This is why we should spend more time with the people we love and make the effort to see our families and friends because one day they can disappear out of the blue and leaving us regretting how we never spent anytime with them. This really opened my eyes to see my family more even when i am busy but i should try and make time for them. i am truly sadden that i didnt spend enough time with her because i thought we will have more time together but we didnt. It still feel like a dream that she is gone, i can't believe that i wont see her anymore. I think it wont hit me until i got to church on sunday and i wont see her there or when we have a get together and i wont see her there. That's when i will realize that she is truly gone but at least i will know that she is not hurting anymore and is with god in heaven and that she is not alone. Rest in peace grandma.