Life and some other stuff...

Lately i've been feeling depressed and not wanted in this world. School has been stressing my out so much that i don't even know what to do anymore. There's just so much work to do and sometime i can't seem to get all of that work done. I feel like i dont have anyone to vent too but my boyfriend. I can't even talk to my friends because i feel like i dont even have any. I feel like they always tend to leave me out because they dont want to hang out with me or that they dont even care if i'm there. I thought they were going to be my friends for life but to me it look like they aren't. Maybe i am a little jealous but sometime i wish they would care more and include me sometime, or just simply call and ask me if i'm doing anything and invite me but they dont. They always assume that i'm busy or i'm with my boyfriend. It doesnt hurt to ask sometime you know. A friendship is like a relationship, both of you have to work it out not just one person and i feel like i always have to do it first or none of them wont. I am already stress out about everything and now i have to worry about them. Sometime i wish i didnt care so much then i wouldn't be feeling like this.Maybe if something super bad happen to me then they will care eventually. I thought they were my friends but apparently not. So this is all i'm gonna say for now because i am very upset and hurt about everything and i dont have anyone or anywhere to go or to vent too. Thank you for listening.